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I had taken leave from work for a few days and was gallivanting around so I had a lot of time to think and random thoughts came to my head. My thoughts create a diarrhea in my mind sometimes. So I have to write to feel better This feeling is like when you eat a lot matlab “dabba ke” a fart / burp makes you feel better similarly when my mind was flooded with these thoughts I decided to let it out and put it to some use. As I’m getting older, the stances I have about relationships are changing. The truth of the matter is, that although I think there comes a certain point in your life when you know everything, or almost everything, about men and relationships, you don’t. You never will. If you can’t ever know everything about life, why should you be able to know everything about men and relationships? You can’t. So what am I getting at here? Well let’s start with the basics. Expectations about people are defined as what you think you want in a man. Tall, dark, handsome. Short, pale, ugly

I have never had trouble expressing emotions. When I was a child, I would often explode in anger at school or home, simply because these emotions were so raw and powerful. Over the years, I've learned how to control my anger - most of the time.It is my most volatile emotion, and it takes tremendous energy to keep it in check. In the last few years, I've discovered that there are certain emotions that I only feel clearly while I am writing. One of these emotions is sadness. While I am beginning to feel sadness or extreme happiness when I'm not writing, I feel it much more strongly when I am writing. I can only recall two instances in my life when I cried (due to sadness) at a time when I wasn't writing. Both times were, I believe, a gift from God (I'll explain later). In addition to feeling emotion more clearly through writing, I also am also able to express it more clearly. There are some things which I can't say verbally or in-person, but I can express in wri

Courage must come from the soul within, The man must furnish the will to win. So figure it out for yourself, my lad. You were born with all that the great have had; With your equipment they all began. Get hold of yourself and say, “I can.” --Edgar A. Guest

I Am the hopes the dreams the prayers the wishes of a world a generation; my peers my family Myself- I Am Blown. Carried by a passing breeze soft, gentle then- Grabbed by a far more violent gust I fall tumble rise twist Change directions. I have traveled far have far yet to travel not sure how far I Am Not Lost- just searching for a purpose a reason an answer a place to land to stay- To Take Root.

He is somebody who loves me the most. He is intelligent. He supports me in everything thing I do. He calls me once in every 3 hours .He cares for me the most. He knows everything that I want and want to do. He encourages me to do my best. He is the coolest. I trust him the most. He knows me better than anybody. I am lucky to have somebody like him around. He corrects me subtly when I do something wrong. He reminds of my morals if I ever forget. He is proud of me. He makes me realize priorities of life. He tells me do the thing if ‘you think it is right’, and ‘learn from your own mistakes’. He has a great sense of humor. The most important. He taught me how to speak. He taught me how to walk. He is just like a kid. I love his care a damn attitude. He is ageing gracefully. His stories are fun. He is one person in my life who is indispensable. He is my grand father! My hero ~

You don't drown by falling in the water. You drown by staying there. - Unknown Author You must begin to think of yourself as becoming the person you want to be. - David Viscott You must do the thing you think you cannot do. - Eleanor Roosevelt The average pencil is seven inches long, with just a half-inch eraser - in case you thought optimism was dead - Robert Brault Character is like a tree and a reputation like a shadow. The shadow is what we think of it; the tree is the real thing. - Abraham Lincoln

I love to eat I am loud I hate sitting idle I love my family I think too much I hate being told anything I love to travel I miss college I miss too much I am crazy I like to be pampered I care a lot I laugh for no reason I sneeze like my kidneys will pop out of my mouth I pray sometimes I cry a lot I am playful I lie sometimes But I get caught I have many friends I love to talk I love my grandfather I love the color pink I miss my school I enjoy writing I like to dance I am stubborn I am scared of dogs I can't stop writing WHO AM I ? it is the gri shah!;)

You better fix what you broke. I start to wonder. I have the best life anyone could ever have. I just think to much. I hope this feeling will start to go away. It's been here for so long. If I borrowed anything, I swear…. Id give it back to you.I guess you had another friend. I knew you had other's and I wasn't your best, but you were the best to me. A sickness can tear friends apart, but I never thought It would tear me and you. You've got at lest three people to lean on. When I look around at everyone I know, I can't talk to them just anything. You broke it first. I would never had done that, but you had other plans. Remember this; I will always stand by your side. I will always help you out and show you around. This one thing, I will carry to my grave. I'll live with it forever and forever. You will always be the best to me.

The Sparrow is my Shadow. Strong and loud. Noisy and proud. The Truth of my inner Self. Emotions left behind: Ignored. Feared. I am your Worth, lost along the way. I return. I eat the seeds that my dreams have planted. So that one day they might grow strong again, In the daylight.

If you suffer, it is not because things are impermanent.It is beacuse you believe things are permanent .When a flower dies , you dont suffer much, because you understand that flowers are impermanent.But you cannot accept the impermenance of your beloved one , and you suffer deeply. If you look deeply into impermanance, you will do your best to make her happy right now.Aware of the impermanance, you become positive,loving & wise.Impermanance is good news.Without impermamance nothing would be possible.with impermanance every door is open for change.It is an instrument gor our liberation

Don’t know if you can teach me to stifle it, man, it might be just something only some people can do. But, any sneeze, any size, I know I can reduce it to a sound not dissimilar to a car dump valve releasing. From time to time I purse my lips the wrong way though and a gay little whistle comes out, which can be embarrassing. Sometimes I think I'm gonna splatter my brains out my nose when I sneeze. It's really loud and high pitched. Loud sneezin' doesn't bother me, but people who sneeze with their mouths open does! I do cover my mouth and nose and turn away from everything when I sneeze. Also, if it's a really bad environment for a sneeze, I'll pinch the top of my nose when I feel it coming, and that often stops me from sneezing at all. Not sure how. I just think it's rude to scream-sneeze in a quiet office.But sometimes you just can't help it!!

True freedom is the ability to express who you are... through a natural flow of love and creativity. Freedom is first gained within your consciousness. Then, because your outer life always reflects that which is within, you gain freedom in all aspects of your life. Fear is the common factor underlying all disharmonious emotions. For example, fear of inadequacy can lead to jealousy and hatred, fear can generate an over-reaction of greed while fear of being overwhelmed by life's challenges can lead to control issues. Each of us arrives in this world with a life plan, which includes personal and societal issues that we intend to work through during the lifetime. It also includes the location and surroundings of birth, as also the friends and associates that we are likely to meet as life unfolds. Another key philosophy gaining freedom is "Live and let live". When you allow other people to be the way they are, your energy is not absorbed in anyone's futile dramas. Instead,

You can’t describe You can’t express You can’t emote You don’t know what to say! You keep wondering You keep thinking You keep figuring it out But its goes round and round you, Still you can’t outline It troubles Its bubbles It’s eerie, It’s uncanny, Its all just that weird feeling

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT Resolutions, I guess, are meant to be broken. But if there was one resolution I desperately want to keep, it was that of making an annual pilgrimage to Ladakh. It was love at first sight. The flight into Leh, the capital of Ladakh, is an unforgettable experience - the great Himalayan, Zanskar, Ladakh and the Karakoram. This is the highest inhabited region in India and the River Indus with its tributaries, slice their way through the ranges. Situated at almost 14,256 feet, Pangong Lake is the world’s highest saltwater lake. The lake itself is almost 150 km long with just one third of it in India, the other 100km extending into Tibet, (now belonging to China). The 160 km journey from Leh to Pangong is an experience by itself. Here we came across what would be our highest pass in the entire journey – Chang La @ 17,800 feet We were getting closer and closer to the Indo-China border and as a direct testimony to that fact we had to get through multiple check points and a

I was once told only in dreams Do dreams come true. Then strive to get all you can and be all that you may be. On the rocky roads of life, you must be strong to fall apart. But, I tell you from my soul to keep Faith, Hope, and Heart. And always treasure what you have Hope abides; therefore we abide. Countless frustrations have not cowed me. I am still alive, vibrant with life. The black cloud will disappear, The morning sun will appear once again

Blog Shog hai rabba !Its cool. Its in . It’s the fad. How can I not be blogging then? One of my friends asked me some time back, so you blog ?? I said NO. It was like an embarrassment . Like Oh man u don’t BLOG(what a loser).May be tomorrow my kids will ask me? Mommy did you blog? If I said NO then they might just disown me! I don’t know the rules of blogging. Just doing it cause I don’t want to miss out on something like “ Blogging “. May be I don’t know when will I start writing sense. I cant talk sense, I guess what I will write be nonsense. I don’t know how many readers of NONSENE here. I don’t have a flair for writing but I can just about manage. After Orkut ,Facebook now blogspot. Wah! After blogging it’ll be like tattooing your views on your body parts! Ahem ! too much crap . Enough crap to digest I guess. May be I will try writing sense in my next post. That’s all from the krap – women