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So today for the first time ever I used Monsieur H's credit card! I had to get some stuff exchanged that he bought for me so I needed ad to show his card. I entered the mall not thinking I would go crazy. I finished my exchange business and was about to head out and my favorite brand stood in front of me. I obviously I entered and started browsing stuff. Picked up a lot of things. Went up to the payment counter without realising that I'm not carrying enough cash or my cards. And POP came Monsieur H's credit card. And zoom he swiped. Shopped some more. Zoop came his credit card. I was so thrilled and over joyed I don't know why! Really happy was the feeling. After all the swiping BANG came this strange feeling of guilt. Shit is this cool what I'm doing? No ya. You're spending. Never felt so good! Little guilty but WHAT A FEELING!

Been a while since i have got a chance to write. Not that i have been that busy but just dint find an opportunity , space to think clearly. But now i am settled in a new desk , which allows me that space and peace. :) Works going fine. There is so much learning each day. I have realized the more you tell your self that you do not i do not know, the better it is. I am hoping to do better each day. The entertainment industry excites me. Its such an unstructured industry and i always view so many innovative opportunities that lie in here. I love the fact that it keeps me motivated to do something knew and interesting. Also i traveled to this beautiful country. TURKEY. i am so glad Monsieur H and I took this vacation after a long time.We say such beautiful places. We landed in Istanbul and went straight to Izmir. Visited Pamakkule and the Roman city. Visited Gerome, Cappadocia ,Anatalaya and back to Istanbul. Had a great time. I think vacations must be taken as a mandate. I have bee...

Close, yet apart. tempestuous, yet distant. cemented, yet fragmented in identity, yet one, which has risen over all bindings, which has blasted all barricades. Yet Respectful. Extreeme in each mood, emotional in each moment, intense and sensitive... as much as one another. Grateful for a reason. Blessed by apprehension.

Its a Saturday and work is slow today. So thought i did write which is my favorite thing sometimes. So everything's on automode right now. Works great. There is work life balance. Spending time with friends family. Just planning holidays , not going for any. hahah I miss my grandmother a lot. Seems like a different time all together. I am really thankful for everything i have. Been so fortunate. I am nobody to give any sort of advice , but spend time with the people you love the most. You never know what will happen when. I have a set of really sweet inlaws, god only knows what would have i done without them. Been watching a lot of films. Love it. Thats it for now. Bye

Dear Sneh Its been a month today since you’re gone. But feels like forever. I am missing you terribly and remember you all the time. I miss the kheer that you would make for me. the yummy khichu which was your speciality, all the kurtas you have stiched for me all my life.Playing istapo with you. All the sarees you have designed for me , all the memories will stay forever. All the guidance, advice you have given me. I don’t know who to run to when I am down. Your presense would talk off all the worries away. I remember whenever i have been distressed, your words have helped us keep faith and accept whatever comes our way and to be strong. I wonder what will happen now. I am not wise enough , i still need you around. I know you're around and looking after us, and sending your love to us in the form of blessings. Love you to the moon and back my bhabhi.

Hi, i just had this thought- in my next janam , if at all. I want the same parents , the same grandparents, the same husband, the same inlaws, the same friends, the same colleagues everything just the same. Dont make me richer Dont make me poorer. Just as is in the next Janam too! Thank You Ting Tong! G

Dearest Bhabhi (that’s what we all call her), I just wanted to write you a little something to let you know how much you have meant to me. I also wished if we had skype , whatsapp, gtalk , googlehangout in heaven! I think the thing that has always stood out to me most is your strong faith in within. you never followed anything blindly, you never forced anything on us. I remember from a young age feeling drawn to you in a special way, I think I could see God shining through you. I loved to sit by your side and just listen to you talk about everything in life, about your experiences, about I have always felt blessed by your presence, I know you and Dadu pray for all of us kids often. I can’t imagine what my life may have been without your blessings. You are both a blessing from God. Since you’re gone I think about you and remember that your prayers are with me and it would give me strength just thinking about that. You have passed your faith and strength to your children and grandc...