A strange guilt trip!

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So today for the first time ever I used Monsieur H's credit card! I had to get some stuff exchanged that he bought for me so I needed ad to show his card.

I entered the mall not thinking I would go crazy. I finished my exchange business and was about to head out and my favorite brand stood in front of me. I obviously I entered and started browsing stuff. Picked up a lot of things. Went up to the payment counter without realising that I'm not carrying enough cash or my cards.

And POP came Monsieur H's credit card. And zoom he swiped. Shopped some more. Zoop came his credit card.
I was so thrilled and over joyed I don't know why! Really happy was the feeling.

After all the swiping BANG came this strange feeling of guilt. Shit is this cool what I'm doing? No ya. You're spending. Never felt so good!

Little guilty but WHAT A FEELING!

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