raging tsunami in my head

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Feeling lost..
Either way out looks gloomy,
But I am not left with other options...

Should I stay in and not move on...
Or should I move on and not look back...
But here's where I belong!!
The road at the end of moving on indicate with light and laughter

I kept looking and thinking
Undecided on deciding...
Staring into blank space and misting my eyes
Oblivious and deaf to the sounds of the present,
Left speechless by the extent of possibilities
Yet too numbed to move for the fear of obstacles..

Feeling Lost...
I lost my present, to the future,
The future that happened
when I was still looking and thinking...
Now that the future has happened,
I am still lost - in a new place.

Comments

Nupur Gadkari said…
Hang in there Gri.. :)
January 14, 2010 at 3:31 AM
GunjanW said…
Gri I dont know in what reference you have written this poem, but I must say these words just reflected what I am going through right now on personal level. And I simple love reading your blog...keep writing :)
January 14, 2010 at 4:47 AM
"M" said…
Bebe it will all be fine! Just be sure of what you want and then don't change your mind once you decide!.. N you know whenever you want to talk, am just a fonecall away...:) muah
January 14, 2010 at 7:16 AM
Ashraf said…
beautiful gri...
specially the part..
I lost my present, to the future,
The future that happened
when I was still looking and thinking...
Now that the future has happened,
I am still lost - in a new place.

dont u worry... i told u...nothing bad can happen to u.... u r the best n u'll always get the best :)
January 23, 2010 at 1:49 AM
M.G. said…
ups & downs .... smiles & frowns, we all go through it at some phase, u knw whts best for you... and the best for the rest of it! big hug :-)
January 31, 2010 at 12:36 PM
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